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Yesterday was just again on ordinary day. Yeah, we talked; we agreed both to continue our relationship. I’m trying so hard to bring back what we have before if not, I’m trying to make our relationship better than what we have before but it seems that it’s so hard. I feel like I am ignored by him. Everything I do for our relationship now is just being ignored. I don’t know if he was telling the truth that he still loves me after saying that he doesn’t have feelings for me anymore since the day we argued to each other.

I was confused of what he had just told me yesterday that he wants to be single muna and asked me if we can just be friend’s muna. And that was a bulshet thing for me. Ano ako laruan na kung kelan niya gusto bumalik, babalik siya?! He’s taking me for granted just because he knows I love him that much.

I miss him so much, every time I think about that, I’m asking myself if he misses me too like I do. When I text him, I always say I miss him but there no response that he miss me too. Everything change and that was my entire fault.

I don’t know if for him he feels that I’m still her girlfriend, maybe yes, for him I’m her girlfriend but I don’t feel the same way like he’s my boyfriend because he don’t make me feel like that. If we are really ok, why do I still cry? Why am I worried? Why am I scared? Why does it feel this way? He’s hurting me too much and it seems like he’s not aware that I am hurt. :(


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Letter for my mom.

When I was little, I always make you mad at me. I love messing around. I cry if you doesn’t give what I want. When I sleep at night, I always want that you’re in my side and if I woke up at the middle of the night and find out that you’re not at my side, I wake up get out of my bed and look for you around the house.

I argue with you about some stuff, I shout at you when I’m so mad. Pasaway ako na anak and I’m feeling sorry for that. But despite those things, I appreciate you mom for being so patient to me, to my siblings and especially to my dad.

I thank god for having a mom like you. I know you’re tired of everything, you just can’t tell because you need to be a mother and wife for your family.

i know mom you had been so much hardships of raising us as your children, 9 months of suffering and years of taking care of us. I hope some daughters/sons will realize those hardships of their moms and love them more than they love their boyfriend/girlfriend or friends because the best, best friend I’d ever had is you my dearest mom. i know; i can always count on you.

To end this, I just want to tell the world how much I love you mom; I love you more than I love dad honestly and i know you know the reason why. I can give up my life for you. thank you mom for being a good, responsible, understanding, lovable and caring mother to me and to my siblings.:)

your daughter,

Jhen. <3


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…nice watching “what a girl wants”…:) i wish my father is just like his father..i like her movies, i like her too..she has the unique beauty…and she’s baby face..

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i like her so much…her face is so simple yet she’s beautiful in any angle..:)

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THE BATTLE between me and my dad………..

while we are eating kanina, sinabi ko sa kanila yung bagong curriculum ng education. sabi ko magdadagdag sila ng years for elementary at high school. sabi niya sakin, “whatever changes they will make, it will still be the same. Kahit naman mag aral ka, magtapos ka as bachelor, masters or doctorate degree, pare pareho lang yan. kasi hindi naman lahat ng nagtatapos ng for year course magkakaroon ng magandang trabaho. yung mga nurse, kahit gusto nila magtrabaho sa abroad hindi pwede kasi di ka naman nila papayagan na magtrabaho sa ibang bansa kung wala kang 2 year experience dito sa pilipinas. wala naman tatanggap sayo kasi marami ng nurse sa ngayon kaya mapipilitan kang mag volunteer. oh nagsakripisyo ka na ngang mag aral pagkatapos mo mag aral, magsasakripisyo ka pang mag volunteer para lang makapag trabaho sa ibang bansa. eh ilang million na ang nagastos mo sa pag aaral mo, pagkatapos mo magtapos sa course mo, gagasto ka pa din sa trabaho bilang volunteer nurse, kahit nga yung pamasahe mo lang naman ang ibigay ng gobyerno sayo, wala.” natahimik ako, ito lang nasabi ko, “hindi naman lahat ng bagay makukuha sa madaling paraanan, kung gusto mo talaga umangat sa buhay, more patients, mararating mo ang gusto mo. hindi naman kasi ganun ang buhay eh na kapag nagpagtapos ka na ibig sabihin na nun eh mabilis ka ng uunlad sa buhay.”

nasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko na paano ba naman kasi niya malalaman yung mga yun kung hindi naman niya napagdaanan. pinaglaruan naman kasi niya pag aaral niya noon. tatay ko kasi mayaman nung kapanahunan niya, kaso noong gusto na niya mag settle sa buhay, wala nang naiwan na pera niya, that was the only that he realize he should’ve earn his dutches when he was still young. tsk tsk. kaya ganoon nalang nasabi niya kasi, para sa kanya, life should not be very hard like this, kumbaga for him, life is easy.


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MAY 8, 2012 WAS JUST ON ORDINARY TO HIM !! F.U.


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kapag babae ang umayaw, NASAKTAN NA YAN…Pero kapag lalake ang umayaw, MAY IBA NA YAN!


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but i don’t want him to be one of my “ex-boyfriend” and i dont want to be one of his “ex-girlfriend”!


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Wishing your ex to have a happy life is one of the greatest torture that you could ever do to your heart.

Imagine loving someone for a long time and realizing that everything is already over between the two of you. Hard isn’t it? But you know what’s harder? It’s wishing that he’ll be happy with his new life without you. One of life’s greatest hypocrisy is wishing him all the best when you could wish him feel the same suffering and pain you felt when you broke up. But it’s more like being mature for the fact that instead of blaming him for being the reason for your broken heart, he taught you how to be happy when you were still together. So don’t curse your ex for leaving. You did your best to make it work. It’s just isn’t meant to be. It’s one of the hardest dares that you could ever do, but wishing him to be happy also helps you to be happy and somehow forget the pain you’re feeling.


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I want to say I don’t care, but that actually hurt.


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